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| Hey kids. Yesterday was fun. emily came over and we dyed my hair. haha good times, good times. We were so scared it was gonna come out like bleach blonde or something…&& like neither of us have ever dyed hair [[the lass time I dyed my hair my sister did it for me]] so we were all studying the directions && shit hahaha && I had to call erin like 5 times to ask her what to do. it was funny. && than I put this pink shower cap on while it was like drying or whatever && emily said I looked like a housewife hahaha. Yah but it ended up coming out cute… it’s like really light brown with a reddish blondish tint haha. Today was bo0oring. Things with my mom are weird. I swear she like hates me. Oh well “/ mmk. Well I guess that’s all for now. I l0ve you guys :] *muwah* | | |
| my mom saw my arm.
words were exchanged.
i locked myself in the bathroom.
she called 911.
&& now i just wish i could make it all go away.
I feel so bad about her. I wonder if she thinks about me as much as I think about her. "/ | | |
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hey kids read this. it's what you call a fucking drama queen......
so called "friend". i let you into my house. i did hella shit for you. and what the fuck do i get in return? don`t fucking talk to my boyfriend. you have no fucking business calling him. no fucking business talking to him period. nor do you deserve to. you don`t know shit about what goes on with me anymore. nor do you seem to care. so what you need to do is stay out of my business and mind your own. fuck up your own life. not mine. i went through so much shit yesterday. i fought with my fucking mom. she called 911 and they sent a fucking ambulance to my house. i was in the ER for almost six fucking hours from 9pm to almost 3 am. because of you and your stupid actions. all the shit i`ve done for you..although to you it may seem like i did nothing..and you go and pull this shit. fuck that. fuck the fact that i got mad at other people because i felt that they were getting you in trouble. like jessica. whenever you would ditch school just to go with her and those stupid guys to smoke weed. you know..all that "cool stuff". i blamed her. why? because i thought you were a friend. but you know what..? that was all you. once again..your stupid actions. not anyone else. fuck the fact that i was down to fight those girls. or any girls at that. i had your fucking back for that shit. why? because i though you were a friend. fuck the fact that i was there for you that night. when you did the most stupidest thing you could have ever done. fuck the fact that i cried for you that night. i thought i was gonna lose you. why? because i thought you were a "bestfriend". now you tell me. who`s fake? |
damn i guess she went all crazy on me ...
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| so my sister from new york came in a few days ago and she came over yesterday. it was fun. yup. wanted to get st0ned<3 …but it didnt work out. so we ended up walking to the shopping center thingy. than we met boys. =] sexy ones too. but than it started fucking raining on us and my hair was getting wet so we walked our asses back home. she's on her way back to new york now "/ that lucky whore. but ya so yesterday i was sposed to go to the mall with ernesto but it didnt work out... so i was sposed to go today and it didnt work out haha. but ya. im sick "/ i have a fever. blek.
shit. im so sick of fake people. if you have a problem with someone say it to their god damn face. it makes shit easier. | | |
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st0ned<3
today has been okay. woke up at 530 as usual. didn't get in the shower until like 620 haha. than i decided i didn't wanna go to school. so i threw some clothes on and told my mom i was walking to the bus-stop and than juss walked back h0me. than i g0t on the computer && fixed my xanger for like the fourth time this week haha. its so em0  . i l0ve this ciara song. it owns. ya so yesterday was b0ring. i went to fucking intersession against my will "/ haha and nadia had like a doctors appt. or s0mething so it was juss me,juan && gabe for like 2 and a half hours. good times good times. than me, lauren,and biancawrote eachother n0tes and bianca made mean faces at me because i left her. math was sucky as usual. so i came h0me after school, and i waaas go0onna kick it with gabe but i FORGOT i already made plans with arthur. so i went h0me, arthur came over, blazed it up, etc, etc. i just h0pe they let me back in intersession tomorrow because that means i've missed 3 periods. ugh.
now i'm just waiting for emily && nadia to come over so we can all go tanning at the pool.i miss erin. && juan does too. the end =] | | |
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